He should've gotten an inhaler...

not all men are bad. jesus was a man, he did great things. the creator of family guy is a man. he makes life much better. your dad is a man, he works really hard to take care of you.

women can be just as sick as men though. they just do things in different ways. men tend to achieve leadership like hitler did and all that stuff but women tend to be more manipulative.

on the discovery channel was this woman who had life insurance on her husband and daughter so once she spent all of her husbands money she killed him for the insurance and then tried to poison her daughter. then she dyed her hair and changed her name or something and moved to florida where she married this other guy and planned to do the same thing to him until she was caught.

this woman my grandma knows manipulated her husband into marrying her and once she got sick of him she sued him for rape and had him sent to jail.

basically some people are good and some people are but you cant generalize based on stuff like gender or race or social status. or anything like that.

true, true. women and men are both evil and good, but I'd have to say, men have the power to overule women on many a thing not to mention they can rape women (and often do) so just for that they suck. If it were equal on both sides, it wouldn't matter as much. But I'd far rather be shot in the head than raped. So just for that they should have their asses kicked. besides, .... well, that's where my argument pretty much ends, haha. but three men out of the entire population doesn't add up to much. It is true though that they are less dramatic and more stoic, which is good. But all the guys in orlando suck, that's all that I know. Maybe the guys in england are cool/attractive, but they ceartainly aren't here. oh well. :/ it is true that women are by far much more manipulative, I agree. But all that insurance money poison death doesn't sound as bad, as say.... murder, violence, threats, beatings, rape, torture, etc. Not to mention they always go about with that sexual harrassment bullshit, and I know I shouldn't generalize about men as much as I do, for example - my brother kicks ass, and so do yours, but I can't help but hate most men for the whole rape and sexual harrasment aspect. If it weren't for that I wouldn't dislike guys even half as much, but they brought that one onto themselves.

well what about girls who manipulate guys into having sex with them and then threaten to sue them for rape? or girls who pretend to be pregnant so their boyfriend cant leave them? and there are a lot of women who kill their children, or kill their husbands, or any number of things like that. and not all guys rape or sexually harass people. thats a small number of a much larger population. and what about girls who sleep with a guy willingly and then later on they come back and say i never wanted it you made me. that was rape.

and i dont understand why you think all guys in orlando suck? you dont really know most of the guys in orlando.. but with the ones you do know i would say many are really nice guys. but there are a lot of jerks like with anything else.

hitlers problem was that he took small particular populations of people and overgeneralized on them and decided that they were all bad. like the jewish people. not evey jew is good and not every jew is bad but because of whatever traits some of them had that he thought were wrong he mass exacuted them..

and in a less extreme way that is what you are saying about men.. that because some of them do horrible aweful things all of them are disgusting. (and i dont mean that in a mean way)

but what about hitlers mistress... she was by his side the whole time encouraging him. just because she wasnt the one giving the speeches doesnt mean she wasnt bad.

hey im not trying to be mean or anything im just pointing out that its impossible to generalize accurately like that.

yeah, true true. I never said women weren't bad, they're just as much. And yeah, they do those things and such, but rape and sexual harrasment (especially of little kids) is actually a pretty big thing. I mean, not to say that the whole population is of that nature, but they do unfortunately have power over women and most women are too passive to change it, so both genders are at fault - men for doing it, and women for letting them do it, and vice versa. So really no-one is out of blame. I just don't like the guys in orlando and in fact not too many of them are nice, and I guess call it shallow, but like 90% of the guys here are unnatractive. but I just hold that against them because they don't try as much as they should. In most men's oppinions it's perfectly normal for women to go to extremely absurd measures to take care of themselves and when expected of them they think of it as ludacris. so basically straight guys suck, but gay ones are nice. Oh, I totally understand what you mean though and I'm not saying that. I'm not saying I dislike men as a whole, but partly, and I dislike women too so my dislike is both equal. I just don't like people in general. And maybe once I meet more guys and people I'll change my mind alltogether. but so far, my oppinions generally stay the same until I'm proven wrong by men. Till then, they can talk to walls. (as can women too).

but animals are cool, I like animals. And they can't talk, which is even better. =) (and if they could talk, I would be like the happiest person alive).

and no, you didn't come off as mean. but wasn't this the girl that used to hate men and distrust people even MORE than I did? Mario must have changed your mind more than I thought. Though I do miss your rants about how all the guys suck, so I think we switched our take on the world/male population, haha. ah well. I like this take much better.

nahhh i never HATED men... i do think a lot of people in general can be assholes... but i didnt think that until a lot of people repeatedly proved themselves to be. that we have in common! but im saying ive known a lot of men to have been really hurt and screwed over by women as well so from experience i just see how its not true that men are so much worse than women. i think what it is is that you more often hear stories of women being overpowered and hurt and tortured etc. but that doesnt mean that its true. it just means that that is what the media, etc chooses to display. i know plenty of men who stick with overbearing controlling abusive women because they are too passive to do anything about it... the truth is with all people they all need to start taking responsibility for their own actions. everyone wants to find someone else to blame for problems instead of honestly saying what do i do to create this and what can i do to stop it..

the truth is krissy you havent been raped or tortured by men.. and there are good men in your life. so it is just really a waste of time to hold hatred for something like that..

the same with women. your mom is a very good mother she really is so i think you should just appreciate the people that you do have rather than hate the ones that really are not even a part of your life..

and.. of course.. i tell you this with love!!!!!!!!!!!!

but i really think you need to start thinking about all the good things you have and all the good things about yourself instead of creating bad things that really dont exist... there is nothing wrong with you... and you do have a very lucky life.. and you havent had to experience a lot of bad things that many other people have had to experience. and thats a good thing....i think instead of trying to create bad things you need to just be happy and content and start building something with all of the oppurtunity you have been given.

you dont have anything to really complain about. you really have a lot of good things and a lot of opportunity so now you just have to choose whether you want to use it to create something good or not.

and im only saying all of this cuz i did live with you for months and we did stay up a lot of times talking about a lot of stuff and i think its just a waste of time to be dropping out of school and really doing nothing. you could be doing much much better for yourself.. and for your family.

and i do care about you so anything im telling you is just things ive seen and things i hope will help you...

agreed upon =) You're an awesome friend, ducky. and I agree fully. and I miss those late-night talks! ah, ... blah. I know, I have a great family (and I love em'), and so do you (and I heart yours too!) haha. and I have a ton of opportunities and all (did I mention that you're a very influential lady - in the good way, and there's a word I was thinking of.... yeah, that's it. *inspiring*.) but I have like zero motivation and zero hapiness and nothing I do seems to excite me or give me an enjoyable time in the least, so who knows. Maybe it's just my mentality, but it seems like I'm screwed. But on the happier note - I'm taking time off from school because I need something in my life because school isn't really getting me anywhere (I know in the long run it will, but that is the long run afterall and I do have time). But I think I just need to get a job and do things other than school that will show me that there's more to life than just watching family guy and going to school. so hopefully I find out what that "more to life" is. But I do know that motivation follows action and sleeping all day, likewise to sitting in school, isn't going to get me anywhere. So I just need to find something that moves me ahead in life, even by small steps. other than that duuuuccckkkkiiiiee how are you?! =)

hmm i guess you just need to find something really motivating eh? cuz otherwise i guess things just seem pointless especially when they arent even fun or enjoyable. its like life is just a circle of required crap and nothing seems worth it. so i guess maybe in the future youll find something that will inspire you and get you out becoming all this great stuff.. but in the meantime dont waste all the free time you have. but really you gotta motivate yourself because no one is going to be around forever to keep you motivated. you gotta have something to work for and then eventually more things come but nothing can happen unless you make it. and dont worry about things that dont even matter.. like rape and all of that. there is nothing you can do about it unless you work hard and become powerful enough to have an influence.

well i mean little things are doing something but you gotta worry about getting a job and getting things together before you can worry about other bigger things.. is what i meant

lol, definitely true. =) yeah, I totally get it. I'm not sure exactly what will motivate me as of yet, nothing seems to thus far, but I'll keep looking. :) I'm thinkin' a boyfriend, haha but it's not like he'll land on my doorstep either =/ ahh... lame. so that means that whatever I do want (which is nothing as of yet) means I'll have to work for it... ah, crap. oh well. I'm thinking on getting a job though, so that should be alright. (and then saving up money and getting an apartment in the long run, and from there maybe europe, who knows.)

oh and shopping. that's about the only thing I actually like to do, haha. so I'll get a job and I'll shop and I'll try to find a boyfriend and from there on I'm good. and family guy episodes. and that, that is my hapiness. haha, how lame. ah well! Thankyou for the words duuucckkkiiiieee! I miss you! Come back to orlando soon! peace.